~ Hmm... ~
Dear Yao:
Nowadays, why is your behaviour SO kiddy? Why are you acting like you are still a teenage when you are already past that age?? What had made you like this?? Where has the old Yao gone to?
Dear Above:
Right now everything around me seems in a whirl... I cannot see clearly what's ahead. I don't even dare to take a step. I know i will lose out sooner or later...so just let it be.
You think i want to behave in such a kiddy manner? That's my character... I know, people dun take me seriously because of that. So be it. I can't be bothered already. I'm so sick of everything... *runs off to a corner & hides away*
All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 9:10 PM