瑶的故事 VIII ~ Yao's Story VIII ~
Yao, finally can have a tiny break for now~ After this week, the rest of the month she will be super busy. *Sighs* Super Damn No Life At All!
This whole month, can describe in this way: sad, demoralizing, stressed, tired & sian~ After reading the book, she had mentioned below, she really felt that she is really looking for problems.
(Editor: Weii, you got nothing better to do?)She dun feel like thinking about it, cuz make her feel super terrible...
(1) She had always known he had take her for granted. Thinking back, she feels so stupid, naive... Now, she scared of relationships. Cuz maintaining a relationship seems so tiring & dun wan be treated like a fool again.
(2) She knows she is not very good at words...Sometimes, will hurt/annoy ppl without knowing. Haiz~ she feels so weak, so inferior, so imcompetant, so stressed.
She REALLY wan to go n hide from all~ The situation now, she is like a walking zombie => look very sian, so like a WEAKLING~
SHE WANS GO HIDE IN HER SHELL, DEN CAN DO AWAY WITH ALL THIS~
(Editor: Actually she is hiding le) LIFE IS JUST SO MISERABLE & FRUSTRATING! YAO, YOU ARE SO PATHETIC!
(Yao: I do not need pity!)
All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 11:03 PM