Attitude & ME

9:31 PM

瑶的故事 VI ~ Yao's Story VI ~ (part 1)

Yesterday, she did not post anything cuz of low mood & low morale...
This week nothing seems to go well for her. Stress, Stress, Stress~ she really wanted to give up everything & juz run away to hide...

However, she cannot do that! The reasons being:
(1) That is Ostrich's behavior
Leaving problems unsolved & running away from them, is a form of cowardice. NO courage at all~

(2) Sense of responsibility
She juz cannot leave the problems there cuz she IS reponsible & accountable for it...

(3) Stubborness
She juz cannot let go of 1 particular problem. & it has been haunting her till now~ she KNOWS it well! The rational part of her, knows what actually muz be done...but the stubborness in her, refused to do so~

She do admit: envy & jealousy...
Now: 'Even if still cant give up, she MUZ give up...' & she knows cuz right from the start is all wishful thinking on her part~ XD

Hmm...she always thought she is strong & could handle it... hahahahhahaah. Being too rational & too dreamy, is not always a good thing.

*wans to cry but cannot cry, cuz no tears 欲哭无泪*
*wans a shoulder to lean on, but only she can help herself*

All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 9:31 PM

Im SORRY Im bad

and I know I cant take it back

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